self-awareness is key

Today, I am grateful for my self-awareness. It is hard as fuck to honestly look at yourself, and objectively, compassionately, allow room to grow without judgement, guilt or shame.  

I am learning how to humbly acknowledge my awesomeness. 

I accomplished owning my desire to know my future. I desperately want to know how everything is going to work out. What I really want is to feel safe, to know no matter what happens, I am now and will be safe. 

I delighted in a morning text exchange, in my dogs smile when I woke, and in putting a backup offer in on a house.