beware the self-fulfilling prophecy
Today, I am grateful to be getting back to the activities that fill my cup. It's important for me to identify what brings me joy, to make space, and to recognize when I don't have room. It's only when I acknowledge drains on my energy or time (like moving, grieving, etc.) that lapses in my daily practices are only temporary.
I am learning the power of "giving it up to Source." The Universe, Source, can only provide when we are open. When I try to control the outcome or become fearful that my needs won't be met my energy constricts and I stop seeing the plethora of possibilities. I fear the universe won't deliver and she doesn't. Beware the self-fulfilling prophecy. The moment I release my fear and trust completely that I will receive everything I need and more, the more I receive.
I accomplished fixing a few things in my house. I am getting to know my new house, and she is getting to know me. We're figuring out how to coexist and she's helping me stretch out of my comfort zone.
I delighted in making it to my mat, in cooking dinner at the end of the day, and in having multiple candid conversations without shame, guilt or fear.